without having a visible scar?
raconteurs
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yesterday and today. low and high. brother. you'll find yourself shaking your head and wondering...how is it that you find yourself here? when really, you know..you know. admit and move forward. unloosen the nagging seaweed of a girl. let her sink to the bottom...figure out how to float. this ball is a rollin', full of kinetic energy that no megapaw hand will stop. watch it. even if you're in awe and mostly shocky. watch it roll away. mow the lawn. pick up the dried out leaves. put the big wheel away carefully for next time. set yourself free...
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today and tomorrow. heavy on the average. maybe even below. you, dear sister find yourself walled off. shut out. and watching the big blue and smiley clouds on tv just doesn't cut it, does it? oh yea. you've done it. you hold on hard with your talons, but in the middle of your balled up digits, there's nothing but a little piece of happy from a long gone corner of the past. back when you cooed, didn't know any better than to just open your mouth and let the spoon on in...
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i know what i got. have the list of needs. move through the days with little intention. get by the tight, gut wrenching scenes with minimal chafing, steady ease...