franny
bananafish

self doubt
Sat Feb 11 2006

i am now convinced that some folk out there actually enjoy watching you fall on your face. this always goes along with excluding you from the workplace cliques. every time i begin to feel crappy about myself, about my abilities, there seems to be some sort of conflict at work...

i forget that i've worked hard. that where i work now isn't part of my career goal. that it's only a paycheck to fund what i want and need to do.

why is it that women don't support eachother in the workplace? instead, low confidence and unhappiness with:work, life, home, significant others... promotes bullying, poor support, jealousy and mean-spirited-ness.

there are some in the world that work hard at making you forget how hard you work, how smart you are, beautiful...etc. they want you to forget who you are.

i'm learning some tough lessons. i'm really trying hard to receive them as gifts...a chance to be better.

so when those folk are laughing at my falling on my face...i can get myself up, brush myself off, and keep focus to what lies ahead, beyond such small folk.

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