will i break down? and purchase cable with a new tv? can not find upn, buffy is gone, gone, gone...the 2 rabbit ears can't find that vampire slayer, though, i know she's in there somewhere. i don't have a roll of aluminum foil and metal hangers are too stubborn to bend.
i've gone far with only 4 channels, even though i watch little tv. american beauty sits in its case (all 3+ hours of it), reminding me of how a dance teacher always used to say...choreographers never know when to cut movement out, there's only so much that a pirouette can tell, move on girly, move on...
things to do this weekend:
-begin take home test for surgery/radiology
-purchase toner for the printer
-rewrite medicine notes
-look up more on hip dysplasia in cats
-get my chf essay written and read javma article
-clean cat boxes
-clean cats (brush, clip nails, attempt to brush teeth)
-laundry (i should invite average joe over)
-vacuum
-mop kit, hardwood floor, bathroom
-work sat morning--go to gym work myself out
all the while, wondering if any of this even matters, if it will matter in the future, if i'll ever even get to practice what i'm studying, wondering how my buddy in cali is doing, a friend in japan, sweet bird in texas, activist friend in georgia...
all the while, wondering how obnoxious my worries are since i have food in the fridge, roof over my head, clothes on my back, the love of my family and friends, the luxury to pursue an education, the luck to still have a job...
when i was little girl and went to church, i used to pray for inner peace because i knew outer peace was unreachable without it...
potential energy eventually becomes kinetic.