have somewhat climbed out of the rut for now. ran late night tues...it was cold but a good run, not so painful. last night i stretched, worked the ole abs and did some upper body strength training. also, did some ballet leg work. my turnout is pretty much non-existent. but something is better than nothing, so i did the plies in first and second, i did the releves and the rond de jambe and battements to the front, side and back... ballet kicks your ass. i miss the length i had when i took class. i feel short and turtle-like.
hit the gym this am. leg pressed 180. not bad for a 45 year old gal eh?!
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been chasing after a song. it eluded me. just when i'd given up, on it played on the radio. high road by broken bells. brilliant.
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orangehead continues to slowly slow down. it's killing me. i've tucked all of the sadness away. but when i begin to think about life without her...the tears fill the edges of my eyes...
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had a long talk with my sister. she's a year older than me. we unloaded tons of things we never knew about eachother. it's amazing how 20 years go by and you don't know as much as you think you do. it's sad.
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will be heading to work tonight. normally off but am filling in. so, i'll be heading to sleep soon.
hit the gym this am. leg pressed 180. not bad for a 45 year old gal eh?!
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been chasing after a song. it eluded me. just when i'd given up, on it played on the radio. high road by broken bells. brilliant.
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orangehead continues to slowly slow down. it's killing me. i've tucked all of the sadness away. but when i begin to think about life without her...the tears fill the edges of my eyes...
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had a long talk with my sister. she's a year older than me. we unloaded tons of things we never knew about eachother. it's amazing how 20 years go by and you don't know as much as you think you do. it's sad.
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will be heading to work tonight. normally off but am filling in. so, i'll be heading to sleep soon.
watched latest bones, fringe episodes. finished "This World We Live In" depressing. i hope she eventually writes something that brings relief...to the story.
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currently roasting alive since the heat is blasting away. i mean c'mon!
okay, it could be worse right? i could have NO heat...or even worse...no hot water! i'd rather have no heat than no hot water.
okay, time to go.
ciao!