yes. i'm talking about the "plans" i mentioned in the previous entry.
i've gone and signed up for that last three months of school i need in order to graduate, sit for licensure, and finally find employment in a field i'd much rather be in...
alas, some huge boulders are blocking the trail:
-i'll have to quit my job
-i'll need $$$ to pay for rent, bills, misc, catcare while working at the large animal facility (required practicum)
-i'll need driving lessons
-and to purchase a used car and insurance
i'm trying to do this all by Jan. 2005.
i may have bitten off more than i can chew, nevermind piling on stress at a time when i should be relaxing and taking it easy before i run 26.2 miles with about 35 thousand people and an increasingly impressive list of elite female and male athletes...yes, i may be way behind them, but dammit, i'm running with the likes of Deena Kastor, Meb K, Paula Radcliffe, Dan Browne... how awesome is that?!
anyhow, i may have to contact the head of the dept and move my large animal practicum start to April 2005...
regardless...
i am extremely motivated to get this done.
while busy doing my present job, the thoughts, "trained Monkeys can do this" and "I'm smarter than this" hit me like a ton of bricks.
i've had enough with the crap here. let me be where i don't mind cleaning crap because i'll probably get a kissy on my hand or face!
ciao&GERONIMO!!!!!!!!!......
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