i laughed, then cursed the snow gods. i had been counting on the rain to wash the snow away. i would have had more traction...
yesterday's mantra was: "this is why i need a car".
well, holding slim hopes of getting a part-timer paid off, i was offered a job today and took it. now comes the tough part of juggling schedules to get all the HR crap done since every appointment i had to schedule is for daytime hours and i'm supposed to be here...so, i'll have to get the okay from the boss, i'll be making up the time for freakin' years! this, after getting a jury duty notice...you know, the one i put off for my trip to chicago...yet again, i've been nabbed. hopefully, i will get dismissed.
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a friend of the family is currently on her way here to drop off things i couln't bring with me from home. dad's cardigan sweater and yankee hat, a special photo with my sister and the Pope (yes, you read correctly), foodstuffs, and i'm not sure what else...there are 2 bags.
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today has been a little hectic. i feel like i've been on high speed mode the past few days. eating handfuls of jelly beans when i get home from work isn't helping matters. i feel like a freakin' nut. have to get back to the ole schedule, get some running done. get into the ole routine. i'm eating poorly, not drinking enough water...i feel anxious.
maybe i just need to smoke a bone and get a pint of ale...
maybe i just need a boning and some tequila...
maybe i just need to shut-up now...
i hate PMS.
i hate having the crazy hormone juice messing with my emotional wiring...
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Surrender
the city's alight
with lovers and lies
and bright blue eyes.
the city is bright,
brighter than day tonight
U2
i would have met you at the corner, somewhere on a lonely ny city street. ducked into some dive bar to raise a glass or pint, kiss those sweet Irish lips and get lost in your dark Irish brooding ways. you were the one. 20 years later, i know it as true as the fingers that type this.
the city's a fire,
a passionate flame
that knows me by name.
the city's desire
to take me for more and more.
U2