i woke up today feeling A LOT! better. one word (ibuprofen)the body aches are mostly gone and i have a pretty smoky singing type voice... sudafed sucks. i had been scheduled, i had no clue, to work last night from 12am to 7am but i called out (originally, i was calling out for this evening) anyhow, i'll be heading to work tonight. see how i feel. if i start to feel awful again, i'll try to leave. but i'm in a relatively easier to maintain ward with less critical patients so i'll try to suck it up, then i'll be off 'til thursday unless i get called in Tues since i'll be on call. wouldn't mind it since i could use the $$.
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dreaming again, it's the only time we connect. the only way i can find you...even in the dark dead of night, i can feel your soft electricity... i cling to who you are, i hold onto my world, unafraid of never letting go. it is always you. it will always be you.
and true love waits, in haunted attics, and true love lives in lollipops and crisps, just don't leave...
radiohead