i'm almost relieved. i need that darn schedule though...

i got a little cocky by saying, "i'm going to work, whether it's here or somewhere else is your call" or something to that effect. i can't believe i said that.

i also reassured them that i wouldn't ditch them after i was done because i need to do the large animal practicum and am scheduling it for next summer because its $4500 and i can't afford to do it any sooner...

so...
they are willing to work with me.
thank god i don't have papers or tests...or they would have reconsidered.

i hope that dang schedule has mercy on me...

*how the hell am i going to pay rent and bills working only 20 hours a week??
i'm regretting taking a vacation now...i could use that tax refund...
but damn, i needed that vacation.
perhaps if i get financial aid, it'll ease this tightness that's forming in my chest area...

heck, i've done on less. i can do this, i can do this, i will do this, i will do this, i will do this and survive!
it'll be summer, i can walk more and save token money
i'll clip coupons if i have to, but dammit! i'm going to do this.
60+ hour work week??
you bet.