thought i wasn't eligible for financial aid for summer courses but i am. thank god i filled out all the necessary paperwork and mailed it out last week.
so, by the time i get tuition reimbursement from my job, i will be able to use that to pay for my large animal practicum. hopefully, they'll let me take it next summer, when the library has summer hours and my opening this place isn't too much of an issue. that way, i'll have enough time to learn how to drive, save up some $$$ and maybe purchase a used and crappy car to get me to the farm and back.
i have to get past feeling that a car wreck is how i will die. if it happens, so be it, as long as, noone else is hurt. somehow, i see myself driving through all the back roads... i hate the idea of cars. i'd rather ride a horse.
it's amazing to me that i'm organized at all. i've mailed out bills, made calls, filled out forms for work and school, and done lots and lots of sleeping.
i'm exhausted. more than usual. all i want to do is sleep. that's pretty okay with the kats. they are professional sleepers. and they keep me great company.
had another dream last night. the duck was in it. and it was a good dream. :-)
he's my rock these days.
the only thing left to do is to actually sit down with my boss and break the news that i'll be at the animal hospital full time for 12 wks, and will have to fit my hours here accordingly. i don't know. am i nuts? trying to work 2 full time jobs??? i have bills, i have rent, i have cats in my care who may need medical attention...i'm way overdue with getting their choppers cleaned.
i think i'm going to speak to my boss today...by late afternoon, i should know if they'll work with me with this schedule or not. i've got the classifieds bookmarked just in case, good thing i have waitressing skills...
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HA! whatever...