the commercial is hilarious. the big hair...the spandex. a few years ago, i'd have felt slightly reminiscent. today? kind of uninterested. ah well. maybe, all of this wishing, wanting is wearing me down? maybe, i'm finally tired of thinking about the past....about him.
don't get any big ideas, they're not gonna happen
radiohead
truer words couldn't have been sung better. and the truth sometimes really fucken hurts. like a big stinging slap in the face. like the sad realization that you've wasted years thinking and wishing for someone that really never existed. someone that you embellished in your head. you made the schmuck into a knight in shining armour. the liar, a prince.
i am a fool. looking for a reason.
when i'm reason enough.