any suggestions?
i know that i'm slipping back into depression because i'm so unhappy where i'm presently employed. i know i don't belong there. and i'm beginning to feel stuck again despite all i've managed to do since last fall.
i'll never forget something my mom said during a call while i was in the middle of my large animal practicum... she said that it was the first time in a long time that i sounded happy. she was right. i was no star but i felt full of potential, surrounded by enthusiastic people that were encouraging and supportive. i know i goofed on lots of stuff, but i know it's stuff that i can eventually master. i miss the horses. i miss the smell of horses. and the mooing cows and bahs of little pigmy goats. it's awful going back to work in a place that doesn't care about me.
really sucks.
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hi Salamander,
the entry "sometimes down is up" was written with the intention of submitting it to UPN's "This I believe" but i think it's a little too personal. if you really want to read it let me know and i'll post it.