dear dear. i've only written 3 new entries. what the hell are ya looking for that you didn't already cut and paste onto your dim brains?
yes. i could go through all of the entries and make some private but who the hell has the time or energy? nothing to hide. i've loved, lost, won and in between. i will not edit myself. i'm the puppetmaster and you're tangled in the strings.
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i'm annoyed. i watched one of my co-worker's throw a poinsettia out because she didn't feel like taking care of it anymore (it sorely needed water). unfortunately i pointed this out. of course, i was asked if i wanted the plant. when i said no, it was thrown into the garbage...making me feel as if it was my fault it ended up there. people suck. especially when they throw living things in the garbage. of course, an attitude emerged after all of this. it never ceases to amaze me how people do awful things, then act as if they are pissed at you...one word: GUILT. (not mine, theirs). if you feel guilty, it's probably because you did something that wasn't too good or nice. don't get pissed off at me for being there to witness it. be pissed at yourself.
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had yesterday off. love when i get a Monday off that doesn't waste my vacation or personal time. tried to go for a morning run, but hell, it was an ice skating rink out there. i ended up making the run short (but fast) and running on the grassy/snowy part along the sidewalk. nearly broke my butt checking out the local track i like to run on...saves wear and tear on my joints (knees). i try to give my body a break a few times a week by running on the track, but i find it extremely boring to run in circles and i miss the hills.
yes. i could go through all of the entries and make some private but who the hell has the time or energy? nothing to hide. i've loved, lost, won and in between. i will not edit myself. i'm the puppetmaster and you're tangled in the strings.
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i'm annoyed. i watched one of my co-worker's throw a poinsettia out because she didn't feel like taking care of it anymore (it sorely needed water). unfortunately i pointed this out. of course, i was asked if i wanted the plant. when i said no, it was thrown into the garbage...making me feel as if it was my fault it ended up there. people suck. especially when they throw living things in the garbage. of course, an attitude emerged after all of this. it never ceases to amaze me how people do awful things, then act as if they are pissed at you...one word: GUILT. (not mine, theirs). if you feel guilty, it's probably because you did something that wasn't too good or nice. don't get pissed off at me for being there to witness it. be pissed at yourself.
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had yesterday off. love when i get a Monday off that doesn't waste my vacation or personal time. tried to go for a morning run, but hell, it was an ice skating rink out there. i ended up making the run short (but fast) and running on the grassy/snowy part along the sidewalk. nearly broke my butt checking out the local track i like to run on...saves wear and tear on my joints (knees). i try to give my body a break a few times a week by running on the track, but i find it extremely boring to run in circles and i miss the hills.
i had pizza last night. it was GOOD! will have some tonight. salt salt salt, caffeine and sugar... = PMS i'm tempted to do surgery on myself and get rid of these aching ovaries. at least i think it's my ovaries. of course, the inguinal area is aching as well. i'm hoping and praying that it's not a hernia.
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is it me or is michael jackson a total freak? i guess getting charged with child molestation is cause for dancing on car tops and throwing parties. what a total farce that trial is going to be. i can't listen to any of his music anymore (solo and with his brothers).
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mom was on the money re: iowa caucus. she predicted Kerry would win...
mom is always right.
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life is short, have some chocolate soon!