franny
bananafish

i'm laughing now...
Mon Apr 15 2002

thoughts & scenes from this morning:
-maintenance crew member scooping up dead birds like they're garbage.
manmade windows everywhere, no problem for us, but the poor birds...
i don't have the heart to put dead animals in the garbage. heck, i hate seeing food in the garbage. i once wrapped a dead cat in plastic and put her in a box in my basement until i could sneak it out and bury it. (my dad has no clue how many little creatures i've laid to rest back there, mom understands) ;-) i ended up calling hartsdale cemetary to come pick up the kitty and cremate her, dad was dilly dallying in the backyard ALL day!

-lecture from the security guard at the front desk...
1. it's freakin' early
2. i haven't had my coffee
3. i'm thinking about an exam i have today
4. and the state income tax i have to file
5. even if i was paying attention, i'd still have no clue what the heck you're getting at. so don't take it personal when i just grab the papers and mutter a hello...

-i open groupwise (email) and ALL my addresses are GONE! ;-)
1. i think it's safe to say that you already know how i feel about people sitting at my desk using the phone and computer...somehow, things disappear, high phone bills using my extension appear, my desktop gets changed, my mp3's disappear, and i click on something that turns out to be some naked fat guy dancing...

so.
i'm very very close to graduation.
not so close to resolving the crap here.
almost close to wanting to move where duckman is.
nose to nose at getting my career going.

it's almost to the point of absurdity. and even if it feels like i'm climbing up hills most of the time lately, all i can do now is laugh, and prepare myself for the joy of the big ride down.

feels pretty damned great to love and be loved, makes those hills seem a little smaller.


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