hit the gym the following day, the eliptical for 30 minutes and some weight training.
sunday was a rest day.
last night was out by 10pm to hit the local high school track which is easy on the knees. it's a freakin' hot spot. tons of teens out. a few fellow runners and a group of guys warming up for a game of soccer.
today? another short 3 miler. i'll run it on the treadmill at the gym. plan to weight train as well.
my body is slowly changing. my legs show the most obvious changes. less jiggly thighs. my gut is getting smaller as well. still try to do at least 3 sets of 60 crunches. have begun doing some reverse sit-ups as well. my watch is loose fitting. i've run out of holes on the band.
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i am in total and complete love with The National. the lead singer has a voice that can bring you to orgasm.
really. the lyrics... are brilliant. purchased their Boxer album from iTunes and also 2 tracks from the new album High Violet (Sorrow and Bloodbuzz Ohio). real, honest, no bullshit. burned a cd so i can listen to them in my car...my favs so far? Guest Room, Slow Show and Bloodbuzz Ohio)
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i'm falling really fucken hard for an unavailable man. not sure how to get over this. it sucks. but at the very least, it shows me how truly dumbass i am for still having the capacity to have these feelings again, after all the past burns i've dealt with. it amazes me how the heart can still keep going to the danger zone. it doesn't matter how much it hurts, or sucks, or drains the life out of you...
i thought i was good at being dead. unfortunately, i'm alive.
you know i dreamed about you, for twenty-nine years, before i saw you...
the National.