seems like a long long time now. or maybe not enough. i just don't know what to write or how to feel. i'm lost and even in that, there's no relief. everything is urgent, no luxury to waste time these days...

i just need to sit. and watch the birds fly by. sometimes life goes by as slow as a hot summer's day with melting popsicles and lemonade stands, and sometimes it goes by like the #5 express train with trailing isadora scarves, simply way too fast...