i am on the edge despite knowing that nothing stays the same and that eventually, nature, God, what have you...takes back what is given. it's tough to reconcile this and get through a busy work day where your feet ache or tackle well overdue chores at home, or run the required 16 miler on your training schedule.
sometimes, i think we've gone too far having to multi-task our emotions. this is where the pint of ben &jerrys for breakfast comes in, or that cigarette you haven't had in 7 years, or the 9th beer, or that little toke, or that medium sized pizza, or that late night booty-call...
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i'm a little run down. it's 11:48PM. i've slept about 10 hours today. i just finished having dinner. i'm required to run 12 miles tomorrow. i ate a pint of ben & jerrys for breakfast. i'm drowning myself in The National songs.
next week i and my eldest brother will go with Mom to the doctor so that they can figure out how to deal with the brain aneurysm she has.
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it takes an ocean not to break...
national lyrics from Terrible Love