This is my Dialysis Journal

Family dynamics can be questionable at times.

What Am I Thinking At the moment

Did not come by accident. My brain is always in thinking moment when I am writing away my life in words going across a computer screen on the World Wide Web we know as the WWW today.

Talks With Jesus

I have some very serious and important talks with Jesus. I talk to him out loud. I remember being in the hospital when I had Covid and heard that patients with Covid don’t always make it when it comes to kidney disease and dialysis. I asked God, in a hoarse voice, please don’t let it be me succumbing to Covid, and I lived through it. It weakened me a little bit and made walking difficult for me and the brace I had no longer worked for. I had a lot happen in 2022 that changed me for a while, and I am here to talk about it.

Another Diary? Why not?

This is my place where I don’t have to hold back my thoughts and words. My Life in Words is a mellow place where My Soap Box Moments can be exactly what I am feeling — swear words inclu when necessary. I have a bad temper that matches the men in my family history and ancestry. This diary has no need to hold back my feelings of the moment here. Welcome to my DD journal..

My CP journal

welcome to my CP Journal, friends. I was born with this condition because I was born with it. I had come out feet first (breach) , and I gulped in some cold air, and stopped breathing. After they brought me back, I had enough brain damage to have cerebral palsy—a mild case—and I have endured a lot from day one to my 50’s. I am 54 years old.

Counseling

I have to find a new counselor AGAIN as I have lost my counselor at Mercy Options due to an insurance package THEY don’t offer!

This is NOT a new diary or journal spot. This journal has changed names more than once to please the appetite of my journaling pleasure of my Dear Diary collection. This is going to be my Dialysis At Home Journal, and during any dialysis sessions at Fresenius Kidney Care, I will rename one of my dialysis journals something with dialysis NOT being done at home because both girls are unable to get me on my machine at home.

My Gift of Life Story

Hello and welcome to My Gift of Life story. I have decided to write my first story here. Yes, I want to become an author of a story written. Although I am dialyzing again for the past 5 years since my transplanted kidney began to die because of kidney disease, I still remember about my experience as a teenager going through the tests and procedures leaving up to the transplant. I want to share this experience with other diarists and readers here at Dear Diary. Maybe a publishing company will come across My Gift of Lifr Story online somehow, and want to publish it. I won’t prayer my hopes too high just in case I don’t get my story published.

My Dream Journal

Now that I am sleeping better, with a night or two of sleepless nights, I have to say, being able to dream again is a wonderful feeling. When I dream, because I am half awake and half asleep, I remember dreams with detail because I am observant. I thought of sharing my dreams and nightmares with you in a journal titled My Dream Journal at my Dear Diary. as a diarist.

My Babies Are Important To Me

Every now and then, my cats Magic and Millie do things that are worth writing about. My cats have a journal, too. Millie is going to be 3 and Magic is 6. I want my friends and readers get to know my babies.

I do understand that not everyone likes cats or dogs, and I am okay with that. My fur babies are important to me. They are my emotional support animals. They are also two different cats with different personalities. I treat both of them equally by loving them both equally even though their personalities are different. Millie is a little skittish, so I have to treat her kindly. Magic is the type of cat who will get to know you. However, because Millie is skittish, Magic hides with her for a few minutes to keep her calm. With this, Millie is learning to come out to explore her surroundings at a distance. I am proud of my babies.

2026

why Not Call This My Garden Court Journal?

Where I live is important to me. Living in a home as a child and teenager, visiting relatives and families in their homes growing up, I find apartment living and buildings a little cramped at times because not everyone can get along with each other in one large complex anymore. I have to admit having my own space invaded by unwanted guests of any kind can be and is scary at times because there are rules that need to be followed or you are in trouble of losing your place and then you have difficulity finding a new place to live if you get evicted like one tenant has to move out on the 31st of May because the company of Garden Court will not renew her yearly lease due to all the complaints and problems this tenant has against her from other tenants who have had some run ins with her. Yes, that bad. Living in an apartment building can be very interesting at times, and maybe very boring at other times.