Salamander
Fire Walking

Sleepless Pill
Thu Apr 10 2003

My first flush of enthusiasm for the new sleeping pills has faded into a dull disappointment. Monday night's miracle drug turned into Wednesday night's drug of torture.

Following directions, I took the sleeping pill about 9:30 last night. It is supposed to have a short period of onset, and they warn you not to take the drug unless you'll have eight free hours to sleep afterwards.

10:00 - I'm in bed, tucking myself in and making myself comfortable. The prospect of another good night's sleep is making me feel warm and fuzzy.

11:00 - Still awake. Tired, but awake. Decide it's my bladder's fault, and get up to void it. Return directly to bed.

12:00 - Hear The Socialist come in from his evening at the gym. Toss, re-adjust pillow, grumble at alarm clock.

1:00 - Am absolutely exhausted. I don't see straight, and standing up to make a bathroom run is a challenge. Managed to navigate to and from the resstroom without toppling myself or anything else.

2:00 - Still exhausted, but now stomach starts to grumble. Roll over and try to ignore it.

3:00 - Give up and stumble down to kitchen. Eat grapefruit, apparently without spraying everything in a five foot radius with the grapefruit wedgies. Grumble to Socialist, who is getting ready to go to bed. Follow him up soon afterward.

4:00 - Beginnings of true sleep-deprivation psychosis set in. Am sure I see blinking lights like fireflies marching around the bedroom. I rub my eyes. The fireflies go away.

5:00 - Consider just giving up and going into work early instead.

8:00 - Wake up, quite unrefreshed. Drag tardy carcass to work.

I don't think I can do another night of that.

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I've a call pending to Dr. Liver regarding next Friday's appointment at the Big City Hospital. Haven't heard back yet.

8 Comments
  • From:
    Franny (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu Apr 10 2003
    that stinks. i hope you get some sleep tonight...
  • From:
    MoonriddenGirl (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu Apr 10 2003
    Argh! Poor you! :(
    What medication is it?
  • From:
    Palimpsest (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu Apr 10 2003
    I'm taking Ambien (Zolpidem), 5 mgs, MRG.
  • From:
    Jamisinc (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu Apr 10 2003
    Calvin takes ambien at times. And found out that taking a whole one does him the same way. If he takes about 1/3 he sleeps like a baby and is refreshed.
  • From:
    TraumaMama (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu Apr 10 2003
    The best way to induce sleep is to have great sex!
    Next time try a dose of the Socialist! It's safe, natural and might just work. ;)

  • From:
    Calichef (Legacy)
    On:
    Fri Apr 11 2003
    OH, I am so sorry the Ambien isn't working for you. It works for me like, well, a dream. Of course I take 10 mgs., but I've had no difficulty with it. I find that even if I have as little as five hours to sleep I can still get up and function quite effectively. I hope you find something that works for you.
    ~Cali
  • From:
    Froggy (Legacy)
    On:
    Fri Apr 11 2003
    So good to stop by and visit you this morning.

    I am hoping you will get your much needed sleep soon.


    take care,
    froggy
  • From:
    Sezrah (Legacy)
    On:
    Sat Apr 12 2003
    how frustrating, especially since its a pill thats supposed to make you sleep
    im really sorry to hear that :(

    sez