Sal is on Sal's bad side, Slipperman. I've made a series of decisions since the end of September that have resulted in far more strife and bad feelings than I ever imagined they would. I'm too proud to say I'm sorry. Hell, I'm not sorry. I still feel I was in the right. But because I'm sticking to my guns, people I did not intend to get hurt are being hurt.
I'm swinging between anger and remorse, and I simply don't know what to do. I probably don't know what to do because I refuse to ask the right questions of myself. But I don't think I'm going to like the answers, so I continue to refrain from asking.