I had another check up at Big City Hospital this morning. They don't want me back for four months now. My next appointment isn't until May fourth. I got one of the doctors I like, for a change, and he was good enough to let me look through my charts. Everything is well within normal limits, except for the creatinine (which reflects kidney function) was a tad high, as was the level of immunosuppressant in my system. It looks like they may lower the immunosuppressants again, after the results from today's bloodwork are reviewed. That means that the headaches, joint aches, shaking hands and puffy legs may all ease off a bit. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but my fingers are crossed.
The check up may have gone great, but the wait was interminable. I had an 8:30 appointment. I was seen at 10:30. I didn't get to work until after noon. From what I understand, one of the doctors that does the transplant clinic was called away to an emergency surgery, and so they were short-staffed and falling behind. When I finally finished, it was nearly 11:00. I noticed at the checkout window that they had a support group meeting at 12:00 that day. I was sorely tempted to stay for it, but I couldn't justify taking yet more time off of work. If I work a few extra hours each day this week, I should be able to make up the time, and not have to use half a personal day. That plan of attack doesn't allow for any extra time off though.
I feel like I should be writing more, like I should have more to say. I'm still unsettled from last night's news though.
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Love,
~Cali
We have all been there in some capacity. Don't be too hard on yourself.
~QE
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Love,
Star
Reading through your first entry was hard as I had a feeling about the ending.
One of the reasons I never sold Shah as intended was because I was sure no one could ever love or take care of him the way we could. Why I felt/feel that way I don't know, as it is crazy. I know Tuffy misses all the TLC he got before we bought him, but I think he is a happier horse here than being stuck in a stall all the time. Life is a trade-off. Two sounds like he had a great life and the timing wasn't the best when he came into yours. Don't be too hard on yourself.
On another note, that darn KfH2 just showed up after doing a disappearing act for almost 24 hours in the worse weather of the year. He doesn't smell like hay, so who knows where that stinker slept. It was 20 degrees last night.
I was in that position several times, of receiving unsuitable gifts. I didn't manage to be as graceful as you, but it didn't seem to make much difference. With some men, it's only about them, isn't it? Not much we can do about that.
Love and hugs @>---;----
from Jenny