It has been one of those days that went smoothly for most of the day, but my caregiver called the clinic to talk to the nurse, and my mood changed to a meltdown because I felt JP was treating me like a baby. I wish she would have left it alone and leave things as is. I did not tell JP because it would have been a shouting match between us. We have been having them a lot lately and I want to fire her but can’t. Even, sometimes, what she does is wrong, and I want her gone when we get mad at each other. We are too much alike—like sisters who have separated for a reason. Sometimes I get the feeling she does not want to be here a lot, too. I still want to fire her!uugghh!
It was dialysis day, and JP and I were having, what I call it, another argument that set my mood into meltdown mode. I was not happy with tears rolling down my face. I am already stressed out from Thanksgiving to New Years, and to be honest, my anxiety and depression is in high mode lately. I am not on proper medication for my anxiety and many meltdowns, and JP doesn’t properly handle my meltdowns properly already. She can actually make it worse for me. That’s why I want to fire her a lot. Uugghh!
Another Thing Bugs Me Badly
There is a tenant I used to be friends with, but I am no longer friends with this neighbor. She has an attitude for ignoring you lately. I tried saying hello to her a couple of times while in passing, and JO ignores me both times. How rude and unusual of her. Oh, wait, I am talking about a young lady who I haven’t talked to in months anyway because she’s a liar, leaves her cat alone to be with her boyfriend who is blind and was idiot enough to give her drugs on top of her medication that caused her to get sick because medication reaction to what she takes for her issues, and sleeps with him. The giving of drugs, the recreational kind that are illegal in Wisconsin yet. Marijuana is a illegal drug at this time and a lot of people use it for pain even if it is illegal. JO gets it and lies about things that don’t make sense anymore. I can’t be friends with JO anymore and I am glad she is out of my life’s circle of friends and family today. She is a royal bitch these days anyway. After trying to say hello to her twice has given me no choice but to ignore her from now. Knowing she is two floors and an apartment above me makes me cringe at ti es because she’s been so very hateful and that hurts, and I want to cry because of her stupidity now. I have lost a friend because of her ways. Oh well. I’m done with her. Not saying hello to her anymore.
Good Night Peeps
Time for me to say. . , good night.