Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Garden Court Journal

I am looking forward to Friday coming so I can enjoy a weekend of spiritual enlightening, taking care of my friend/neighbor's dog Bear, Bible study and reading, and other fine things of life. The reason I am saying "what a week it has been and it is not yet Friday! because of the fact that Monday I had a fairly nice day and it was a good day for me, but for the rest of the week, it has been an emotional week for me because I had heard some news that has been shocking since Tuesday. At this time I am still have not cried over the fact that our onsite manager of our building is resigning but I am guessing that I have not yet cried over the shocking news is because I know they are my true friends and I will be able to keep in contact with them after they leave here and we end up getting new management in the near future. I am not the greatest person when it comes to changes in my life because change and I have not learned to work together while growing up whether the change seemed drastic or not. I am still working on accepting change better -- drastic or not -- and it does seem to fall into place much more quickly in my world. I have no idea if it is because of the fact that I am more spiritually inclined in my life or I am walking a more positive path leaving negativity behind.

With this week the way it has been lately, I do have to admit that I am a little niffed to some degree. I really can not explain in a way that may be understood but I am going to give it a shot. To put it in a short sense, I hate liars. I have experienced lies around me in my positive world the lies stuck out like a sore thumb according to my book of life. I am so glad that I am only friendly with one particular person and yet still love her but not like I once did two years ago when we had our first falling out. I am also very happy that this person has found someone who she loves and care about and spends her time with, but her lies stuck out like a sore thumb this past week...read flags shot right up and I could not even pretend I did not get those red flags. I do know that I have to take care of myself and not worry about other people and their problems or issues if they do not pertain to me, and I am not involved with situations like I once was because of the fact that I am the type of person who wants to help others deal with their problems or issues. I do not think I am even making any sense ... probably so because I am getting tired and it's late as usual, lol. Maybe I will make sense of what I said tomorrow when I am more awake. I will say this, though. I hate liars and I also hate people who believe in lies being told by the liar. It makes me cry and so sick in the heart...especially when people profess to be Christians and lovers of God and his begotten son, Jesus. I will elaborate more tomorrow, Friday when I have time during the day after I get done with some running around the building and get ready for my weekend.

I am going to say good night and God bless for now.