For the past few years I have celebrated my birthday in a blue daze of some sort but this year, that has not even happened. Today is my 32nd birthday and I am not at all feeling blue about celebrating it alone because I am not celebrating it alone this year like I did in the past few years. Something about my birthday is different this year and I have no idea if it is because I have a friend here sleeping in the next room and has been here since Monday morning. My door is decorated this year with balloons - red and blue. My friend "G" did that I think...who knows. I am feeling pretty good today but I don't feel a year older at all. Is that a good thing or not?

I am not here to boast about it being my 32nd birthday. I am also not asking for attention for my birthday either. I am just here to expresss my feelings about my birthday being not an ordinary day this year.