Ok, I am dealing with some very emotional stuff right now. It is hard to accept my CP has aged and I need more help than usual. I have been home almost a year now and laying around is not my cup of tea. I want to be able to go out when I want to but right now is a no go. The loss of independence has been felt for months, weeks, and days. I have cried a lot this past year. It has been a rough road to walk these days.

Up unto two months ago, I have not had my nails done. Getting them done once a month made me very happy. When I found a gal who does nails nearby my apartment building, I have gotten my nails done three times now. The place is called The Cat’s Meow. I have some normalcy back into my life that makes me happy, yet I struggle and cry a lot out of frustration and remembering walking from one side of town to the other years ago, and always walking to high school.