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I feel like crap. Please forgive me for swearing, Jesus, but I do not feel emotionally happy. I have been crying a lot lately. I have been feeling blah and not really myself lately, and I cannot explain it right now

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Ksmiley/LittleKrissi My Garden Court Journal

Right NowSun Dec 10 2023

Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Garden Court Journal

Right Now
Sun Dec 10 2023