I am not sure if this is going to be a quickie or not, but I am surely still feeling the hurt from the idiot as I am more angered than upset. I do have my friend Mark to help me out indeed and I did talk to Mark earlier today to tell him what happened yesterday since I did not call him right away when it happened. Mark told me that I do not deserve this guy in my life and it goes the other way around. When I spoke to Mark earlier today he told me that I have him and that I am his buddy. It is reassuring to know that I have a buddy forever and in my heart to remember forever. Mark told me he was going to call me after work and I hope he does as he does sometimes forget.

I am not dressed for the day really. I am still in my pj's and my hair has not been combed yet and I just feel so lazy and a little down still. No energy right this second and I have things to do in the kitchen and livingroom. I wonder if I will get to anything today. I got to my class for a bit today and just posted some replies and answered questions to a final test we are doing in our team and that is about it for now. I just did not have any energy when I woke up this morning kind of late. I do not feel comfortable calling too many people today, either. Oh well. The "Do Not Disturb" sign is on my door for right now and that is a "Keep Away" in nice terms. I just don't want a whole lot of company today at all for some reason. I just want to be left alone and talk to only a few selected people. My friends know what is going on as of yesterday but that is about it. No calls from my friends today yet, except for Linda.