I can not go into detail of what just happened tonight but I can say that I am upset and angry.  I was told something that needs to remain between me, NMS, and CSE's ex-husband JDR.  I am very upset and hurt.  I have spilled a lot of tears now since I have been told something that has to remain between three of us.  My heart feels like it is breaking and a friendship is definitely going to go away for good if things do not get taken care of very soon.  AARRGG!!  Actually I am not sure if my friendship with CSE can continue anyway.  I have to stay away from her for now.  I feel I have been socked in the stomach.