Good morning. I am dialyzing right with 56 minutes left to go before my blood is cleaned and a little bit of fluid is taking out of me. Dialysis is going smoothly even though I have red on blue and blue on red today. No machine beeps today. I am having 1000 ml of fluid being taken off today. That's equivalent to 1 kg. I am working on my weight now. My goal weight is set at 91 kg now, and I have been going below that.
Now with 47 minutes left, I am letting myself now that what I thinking a few moments go was only a thought and not going to happen. What was I thinking? I was thinking that there was a fire at Burbank Plaza and I lost everything, even Magic kitty. This thought came because I got scared for a minute while I am sitting here. With the thought, now past, I'm able to concentrate on something happy. I'm feeling happy again.
I will write more later.