I have been locked out of my diary again. Why is that? This was the second time has happened to me in a week or so. I am not a happy camper. I thought about leaving deardiary.net a few days ago and then I decided to stay. Now I am sure that I am going to have to leave for a while. I have had a lot of issues physically and emotionally. I am still having troubles with my upstairs neighbor and her boyfriend in the past few weeks and since October. Please excuse me as frustration as I have been dealing with ongoing childish behavior from two grown adults. I had to do what I had to do in order to live a reasonable and peaceful life among others in a close knit community. My life is not always a bed of roses but I want to be happy everyday if possible.