Beginning to Wonder Why I Bother
I am hurting and it has been a while I have seen happy days. I can’t explain my feelings very well so I do so with writing. I am escaping into a place we know as a made up town call Midsomer villages of sorts like Badgers Drift, Causton. Yes, made up villages in England—English actors and actresses are seen on Midsomer Murders on channel 522 on Roku Live TV on my Roku system I love over cable tv that is getting too expensive to pay each month. Over $100 these days!
It has been two weeks — almost, here, dealing with sadness and hurt! What did I do? What did I say? What the heck, I can’t express my feelings verbally and I am not being heard with my written words now, either! What the hell did I do? Hello…Donna? Answer me, please! I’m hurting here and you not texting me back is really hurting me, Donna. Dang it! I want to scream and cry!