Since I no longer write every day, I will write when I can from now on. I get busy with physical therapy and dialysis and do my best at rebuilding my life as a human being who wants to be happier than she has been lately. Yes, I have been through a lot in the past year a half, and I have been very emotional about the changes that have occurred in my life recently. Yes, changes and I have been colliding lately, and I am no longer happy living at Garden Court. Sometime next year I plan to move to Riview Heights where a new lease of life will begin. Until then, I have to wait. What is happening and not happening has been affecting me emotionally. I want to come and go without dreading it to be very honest with myself, you, and God.
I have decided to stay in bed all day to relax while DB came and went from my place today. I have been watching Midsomer Murders all day and have watched it on Hulu this even a little earlier this evening towards the end of the afternoon. Inave been watching Midsomer Murders on Roku Live TV for a while now. It has been a lazy day all day long. No nap whatsoever, though.
When Deb came back this afternoon, I have to admit that we had called the library to establish an account with the free programs called Hoopla and Libby so I could start reading books again for enjoyment. Who can pass a free program once in a while. I have not felt this excited for a while. In my hallucinating state a couple of weeks ago does not count because I got excited that I was going to meet Miley Cyrus, her dad, Emily Osment, Angie Harmon, John Nettles, and Joni Eareckson Tada. It did not happen. Oh well, right, right? Maybe and a major disappointment to be very honest here. Boy, look at hallucinating states can do on people, especially me?! Ugh!
Hoopla & Libby
DB told me about another free program called Libby at our public library today. I heard about Hoopla yesterday. When she came back this afternoon, we called the public library to get me organized with Hoopla and Libby. With these two free programs I can read and listen to books on my phone or tablet. I have chosen to use my iPad since I already use the Kindle app on it. The screen is bigger and better than my iPhone. Yes, I am a MacOS iOS user. I even have an Apple Series 5. I did have an Apple Series 3 for two to three years. Anyway, I downloaded qHoopla and Libby onto my iPad, talked to someone about my library card number to establish an account with the two apps, and start reading for free without any overdue fines and late fees. Why not bring more happiness back into my life again? There are two passions of a few I do have that make me happy. What two am I talking about now? Reading and writing. Why not? Happiness, of course! Woo hoo.
I have been set up with Hoopla and Libby for a few hours now. I am reading Twilight now. I love to read and write. Reading and writing is fun. I can escape the real world while reading. I have watched the Twilight Saga on TV a couple of times now and vowed I was going to read the Twilight series again. I have tonight thanks to our public library, the Hedberg Public Library. Woohoo! My love of reading is back
More tomorrow.