Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Garden Court Journal

Yep, this morning, even though I was tired, I could not sleep at the hour of 2 a;m; Despite the time I had finally gone to bed and fallen asleep, I did get up at 8:30 a.m. and have been up since then. Bedtime is looming around the corner here in a few minutes. Yep, another late night of being up after 9 p.m. but that is okay. Just finished my Financial Reporting class and now have a week off of studies so to speak -but intend on doing some review before another class begins next week. YAY! I was thinking of making a phone call earlier to a friend but the thought fizzled out practically right away because this friend is no longer with us. Yes, I was thinking of picking up the phone and calling DC tonight after I got done watching a Law & Order episode. For a few seconds I had bleeped into a memory of DC while watching the program. I do not like quick snaps like that but it happens a lot. I still want to pick up the phone and call my grandparents on my mom's side of the family who have been gone since 1997 and 2003. Figure that one out? I can not figure out my quick snaps like that but have learned that there is a method for everyone's madness we all have. My madness was making a phone to DC.

The weekend has been a joyous one for me --- a busy one at that, too. Now with this Financial Reporting class over, waiting for the final grade to post is going to be the hardest of the waiting. I always go through an anxiety moment waiting for my final grade for the classes I have attended. I hate the waiting game. It causes so much emotional havoc in me. I have learned, most recently, that I am dealing with the anxieties of life a little better. I have also learned to open my mouth and speak what is on my mind more lately as well especially when I am not a happy person; Anyway, where I live, I have learned to keep to myself for the most part and venture out when I have to and that is not always easy either but doable. Anyway, enough of that craziness. I should have been in bed two hours ago but tonight was an exception because class was not yet over with until my class team was able to post our final project. I believe, if I can go through with it, I will not stay up late too much anymore.

I will come back tomorrow if the weather permits me to do so, Bye for now and God bless.