Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Garden Court Journal

Even though the family dynamics are causing a lot if emotional ups and downs in my life, I do have to admit that my parents do give and get cool gifts or things we need to use. My need for a good walker is necessary. My insurance will cover my new walker I desperately need to walk. Mercy Mall has walkers that I can no longer use, and I cannot get anything else because my insurance WILL NOT cover anything but Medline brand walkers. Very frustrating. Even the medication my boyfriend KB needs does not qualify with his medical insurance. Absolutely not acceptable. Absolutely ridiculous and disgusting to be honest. Even now, starting December, I have to be $23 a month for my medical needs. It has been better than that for a long time. I understand the $3 copays, but having to pay a monthly fee is absolutely ridiculous. Dumb to be honest with you. Now I have to add $23 to my darn expenses a month.  Uugghh! Well, anyway my mom and dad were going into the plan to get my walker at $205 together until my dad said he will get the walker I need for getting around. My mom did not have to put anything into my walker. When my caregiver JP came in with it, it was a lot different from what I was expecting. It was the type of walker I have seen a couple of male patients at dialysis use. Also, to be very honest, but by 2 a.m. this morning, I figured it out that my dad bought me my walker. I forgot that JP was getting a nice maker machine for the counter with all the emotions I was dealing with. Yes, I had a bad day on Sunday. I did a lot of crying that evening and I blamed my mom for it all. I did not want to talk about something that was upsetting me, and she did anyway. You know, the debit card incident. Excuse me for having memorization with numbers, people, and I want to memorize my debit card. Ok, you get it now. I am 53 years old. Ugh and double ugh!