Anyway, to be honest here, I have not been to my SDA church in so long that I decided to venture out to church today, after having an absence that I can explain was due to depression, stress, and a need of a med change or increase. I got to church and saw all the other members that attended this morning, and realized how alert I felt and how welcomed I was after a long absence. I do have my favorite people I love to see and seeing some of them again was an awesome feeling. That feeling was somewhat unexplainable too actually. I felt warm fuzzies again and those warm fuzzies took a long time to return. It just felt good returning back to church.
Right now I am taking it one day at time and taking my medicine every day and keeping track of my ood shifts.