This entry is going to be private for reason that my feelings are going to be shared with only my friends here at DD. Anyway, right now I am totally confused. So much has happened in the past two weeks that my world of confusion is in all directions as far as I am concerned. A neighbor is going to be moving out at the end of the month due to circumstances that can not be disclosed or shared, and this neighbor, at this time, was a good friend of mine. After what happened two weeks ago, the friendship I have with this person is being questioned, and I am totally confused right now. I do not know to have pity for this neighbor and be angry with him because he acts very stupid when he is in a drunken stupor or just pray for him to get through his problems and wait for him to come to me when he is good and ready.