Jesus
Let me introduce you my personal Savior and Lord, Jesus Christ. In his time, God the Father of the heavens sent his beloved Jesus Christ be born to a mother who was a virgin. As Jesus grew up from babyhood to a teenager, he worshipped God, and he lived for thirty-three years on this earth because he was crucified on the cross with two others who were on each side of him. His death on the cross was meant to happen because Jesus was the Messiah, and those who yet believed in Jesus as the Messiah still had him killed, and put in a tomb with clothing made for a king. Well, Jesus is King. He died on the cross on Friday, laid in a tomb on the Sabbath Saturday, and rose to heaven on Sunday, the day after Sabbath. Two women were going to prepare him with oils when they heard a loud crash and saw that the tomb was open, and Jesus was gone. The women thought that Jesus’ body was stolen. The guards guarding the tomb were fast asleep when the stone to the tomb was broken. Hmmm? A wondrous sight has happened. The guards were in trouble with their superiors, and the two women went back to tell the disciples what happened and what was told to them about Jesus. Jesus has risen to show us that God keeps his promises to His people. Although this happened, there was doubting Thomas, and his disciples were alarmed with what happened and could not believe. Oh my goodness gracious Jesus is alive and has gone to sit at the right hand of his Father to prepare a place for all who love Him—Jesus, the very go to being to the Heavenly Father we call God. God is in three ways—the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost/spirit, and that to me is a greatness. God is great all the time; all the time God is great!
Now, to be very honest with you, I do not talk to Jesus enough. I do not want to make any resolutions for the 2024 year because my resolutions will be broken, and I won’t carry them through for very long. How many new year resolutions have you made and broke? Think about it and be serious about it. So, I have stopped making any resolutions in my lifetime a long time ago. Although late, this Friday night, and the beginning of the Sabbath at sundown at 4:23 PM, I have to admit that I was playing Bingo Blitz up to a half an hour ago. I should not be playing games on the Sabbath unless it is a game that Jesus is in the game. A good example is a Bible word search game. Understand?
Jesus needs to hear from me more. I love writing in my journal here whether it is a play by play day, or just a couple of entries in my day. In the past year and a half now, I believe Jesus has spoken to me as well as the angel of lies I know as Lucifer and Satan. This angel became jealous of Jesus and wanted to be the ruler of all, but his greed and jealousy got him kicked out of the heavenly home along with one-third of the angels who were behind Satan or Lucifer. Lucifer is on this earth doing his best to have us turn away from Jesus. Satan will make promises he can’t and won’t keep. Sad, right? Indeed sad. Satan believes in Jesus, too, and he will turn Jesus’ words around to be believed by those who are not strong enough. This past year and a half have had me going in every direction from Covid and hematoma, and a blood infection. Staying in Evansville Manor for a few weeks was one of the best places to stay at. I just did not want to do much exercises with the therapists, and one day I was going one way in bed while the nurses turned my body the other way causing a tear that had put me back into the hospital two weeks after I got home. I had a hematoma inside by my right hip that caused my legs to hurt and not move. I was also acting weird in the head and learned that I had a blood infection that needed to be taken care of while hospitalized. I also learned that my cerebral palsy had changed and by December 2022, I had seen a CP specialist and brace people.
Everything was happening fast and my anxiety had become great and worsened. I had lost my happiness and my life has changed a lot last year. Did Jesus talk to me? He did when I was at Evansville Manor recuperating. Satan also had his part in the conversation while I was there. Jesus spoke in my right ear and Satan spoke in my left ear. Do you want to know what the conversation was about? Okay, here it goes.
Satan: Kristi plays Harry Potter
Jesus: But she knows it’s fake
Satan tsk tsked in my ear and asked Jesus what he wanted from me.
Jesus: I have special plans for her. Jesus also told Satan to leave me alone, and of course, I turned my head and said something, and I was back in my darkened room at the nursing home, and Jesus’ voice as well as Satan’s voice were no more. Oh my goodness, I did hear them. Jesus’ voice was unfamiliar, and I never heard a voice like that in my lifetime. Ever since that night, I have been dealing with Satan’s attacks on me, and I endure every time on a daily basis. I need to talk to Jesus more to keep Satan away.
Talking to Jesus
My way to communicate best is to pray. My way is writing a letter to Him. I want to start doing that and do it daily three times a day. The truth is that I will not carry it out and keep it up. Since I love to write in a journal on a daily to regular basis, why not talk to Jesus by writing a letter? He would appreciate it greatly—I believe, anyway. Let’s give it a try.
Dear Jesus,
You are a very important being who is my personal Savior and Lord. I do not talk to you too often, and when I do, I feel much better. You have shared with me last year, that you have special plans and have asked Lucifer/satan to stop bothering me in so many words. You know I am dealing with anxiety and depression. I need to talk to you more, but the words do not come easily verbally. I hope you do not mind me writing my prayers and thoughts to you for now. It is time for bed, so I am going to say good night now. Good night, Jesus.
Lovingly,
Kristi