As for my evening, I decided to watch a little bit of television and do some raeding of John Grisham's book "The Testament". I was able to read three chapers before tiring. I also laid down to watch some recorded programing, which was Law and Order tonight, and enjoyed every minute of it until I realized that I had taken a little cat nap on the bed and decided to stay up for a while again vefore retiring drinking orange juice instead of hungered for pop from the soda pop machine on the 1st floor. That is why, at 12 midnight I am still up but planning on going to bed here very shortly.
About a couple of hours ago I had called my best friend RB and asked her if she could spend the night tomorrow night because for some reason I was feeling a little distressed and wasn't sure it was coming from - a feeling of dread over my pounding heart I could put down at ease right then and there ... still feeling a little distressed since I talked to her earlier. I will be okay, I know that for a fact. Just one of my moments of unsurety has come into play again and I know who is trying to break me down to depression again ... Satan is such a jerk and God is behind me guarding me with everything he is allowed to guard me with. I am going to be okay. Been there before of course.
I am going to say good night and God bless all of my DD friends for now and get back to you tomorrow sometime if weather permits me to do so. I believe Bing is waiting very patiently as he can for me to retire to bed so he can do his cat thing of the wee hours of the night, lol. Hope all is well with my DD friends and all of you take care in the meantime! Good night!