I have gotten up around 7 AM this morning after getting back to sleep before 5:30 AM.  AR was here from 9 to 10 AM this morning to help with personal cares.  She is taking over for DKF today and tomorrow for medical reasons – to be with her husband.  As far as my day is concerned, I am feeling a little emotional.  I just did not expect the month of July to begin with one emotion after another.  What in the world am I dreading, questioning, and wondering about now.  Oh how I dislike days like this.