A new day and a decision needs to be made about quitting or not quitting therapy after today. I am inclined to cancel the rest of my therapy sessions from Monday onward. I have had enough therapy for now. I have had about 40 sessions up to date. That is a lot of sessions. I am bored, tired, and ready for a big break from therapy now. Today is my last day for a while until I start occupational therapy next year.
My discussion with my mom yesterday had blown over. Although I did lose some sleep last night, I got some — enough — I think. Thank goodness for today being Friday. The weekend is coming. Woohoo!
Hopefully today I can begin my new meds for my anxiety and depression. I am going to be taking Seroquel/Quetiapine. I am sick and tired of my anxiety taking over my life as worrying about what JP calls stupid stuff stops. I want less worry and problems. I want to roll on out of here without worrying about anything, period. My anxiety has been super bad and scary at times. My brain is out of balance right now and it sucks.
Well, it is a few minutes after 9 a.m. and is almost time for me to head out the door once again for about 4 hours. Therapy session and dialysis today. Last dialysis session of the week. Woohoo! Good bye for now.