No matter if you have a heart ache because you have decided to say good bye to two people you love(d) so dearly for 15 years, life moves on.  I am here today, not by force or do I have a gun to my head by someone making me right this, to share that I am only human and I make mistakes in life.  I am not unhappy that I  have had to say good bye to two people in my life.  I am just moving away from negativity to go toward more positiveness in my life.  I cannot live with an emotional upset everyday of my life because someone is not happy with me and how I should have helped someone.  I cannot be emotionally tied to other emotional people who blame me for things I did not do or decided to do to keep me emotionally stable.  That is the way it goes from now on.  Life moves on.