Ksmiley/LittleKrissi/Smiley/Kissykins1
MY GARDEN COURT JOURNAL

Oh, my goodness gracious. . . another meltdown tonight. I dropped my plastic bag of cheese on the darn bedroom floor! I think Millie got into the bag and is eating the cheese up. It’s too much for her little tummy. She’s only 5 months old and I am failing as a cat mom again! Damn! I am texting DH and JP to come and help and they have other obligations tonight. That makes it tougher for me. I am so frustrated and upset, people. I am a failure. JP is testing me that Millie’s fine and for me to calm down and cheese will not hurt her. Not a good night as I watch Midsomer Murders through tears and panic while I lay helpless on my bed for the night as it is dark and past 7 PM. I am lost in and very scared. It is going to be a LONG NIGHT tonight for sure. DH babysits tomorrow until noon, so JP is coming around 9 AM to work with me. In the meantime, I have my lamp on real low light, my snacks and waters by me, and my phone and electronics, my lamp’s remote, tv remote, and bed remote at the ready when I need them. Magic and Millie are the apartment somewhere so there is really no need to worry about anything. Right? Yes, but what about Millie and the cheese on the bedroom floor? Worrisome and scary, people!