This is the first day of April. I am going to let the feelings I have had from yesterday to days before be in the past. I am going to start out fresh and have a good month. I noticed that I am going to have a tightness regarding my finances but I know I CAN DO IT. I have to pay bills and spend less or nothing on things I really do not need. I know I can do it and will do it because I CAN DO IT.
Also, my emotions have been going up and down, but that is normal for someone who deals with anxieties and depression on a regular basis. I am glad that I am on medication that is really helping. Even today I was bouncing back and forth on going to school or not going to school, but I defeated the not part and got myself off the couch and got dressed and got all my books for class and went. I was so glad to have gone to school, too. I know it is a real nice Spring day and the day to be spent outdoors would be fantastic, but I have plenty of time to do that after 12 noon. I will be going home and arriving at home at 12:30 or so.
I AM GOING TO START OUT THIS DAY RIGHT! More later.