Now that evening has arrived, AR gone for the week, here I am writing in my diary one last time before heading to bed for the night.  Yep, it is after 8 PM and I am a little more awake than I would like to be.  The overwhelming feelings I have had most of the week are beginning to level off to function better since Bing’s trip to vet on Wednesday.  I am glad Bing is going to be okay.  He is such a trooper, a fighter, and very forgiving.  He knows he is loved.  Anyway, here I am writing my good night and my plans to be back tomorrow is questionable at best.  I do know that I am looking forward to week for most, but one day, I am questioning and praying goes well.  I am doing my very best at not worrying right now.