Dr. A wants to see me next Wednesday to discuss strategy because my creatinine is at 5.5 and my GFR is at 8.  Since I have already known what my creatinine is from my quick office visit getting a shot, hearing about Dr. A wanting to see me has made me feel a variety of emotions that I need not to express because I deal with anxiety, panic, and occasional depression, and I am not depressed.  Now, I am doing my best at relaxing.  It has not been a bad day all day, though.