Today is dialysis day. I woke up at 4 AM to plug in my phone that was at at 88%. I always want my phone at 100% when I am at dialysis. When I am home, it is no big deal for a day, night, when I am home for the day. At this time, dialysis is going smoothly, my BP is normal again, and I am not reclining right now. Yep, I am sitting up without reclining. Unfortunately, my aches and pains are acting up a little bit this morning, but that is arthritic pain mostly. I hurt a little today, but I have taken some Tylenol—thanks to the dialysis nurse.
I do not understand JP sometimes. Today she barely said a word to S while at my house. It is an uncalled for attitude. I do not like it when Jackie has an attitude because it is not good for business. I do not care if she did not sleep well because she had to take a pain pill. She should go to bed early. I understand she, too, has anxiety, but her attitude acting like she does not want to be with me or working hurts my feelings. She talks about vacations in front of me and because I am not mobile at this time, it hurts my feelings. I do not like when JP and JM talk about going places together. It hurts. I can not wait until I am walking again, and that will be in 3 weeks or so.