It has been rough since February 15, 2003...
I have been dealing with emotions going up and down since Grandpa Clarence and it seems that I am dealing with a downward spiral in life. Don't worry...it has not been rock bottom. I will not harm myself in any way. Where would Emilee go if I was not here because of something I did? I would not abandon Emilee. I am going to snap out of it and I will get help when I need it. As a matter of fact, I see my counselor tomorrow afternoon and I have two trips in July I am looking forward to. I will be seeing family in July and that begins a week from Tuesday, yeah!
I have been dealing with emotions going up and down since Grandpa Clarence and it seems that I am dealing with a downward spiral in life. Don't worry...it has not been rock bottom. I will not harm myself in any way. Where would Emilee go if I was not here because of something I did? I would not abandon Emilee. I am going to snap out of it and I will get help when I need it. As a matter of fact, I see my counselor tomorrow afternoon and I have two trips in July I am looking forward to. I will be seeing family in July and that begins a week from Tuesday, yeah!