Not much has really happened since I had written. Did not have CD come up tonight after all because my neck hurt enough to just be alone and complain in my own hurting mind. I feel a bit better since my last entry of the day was written but I do believe that being a woman is the reason for my downswing instead of an upswing feeling right now. I did not do much today except play on the computer all day long just to pass away time for once. Played games at myyearbook.com all day long and want to return but will wait until tomorrow if the weather is decent and not storming like the weather says it is supposed to do tomorrow for the most part of the day. No big deal really. I am getting used to storms again after a young childhood experience being afraid of loud noises such as thunder claps, sirens from police and fire trucks, and noises coming out of handmade cannons in parades. Got past the fear of sirens but not handmade cannon noises. Still hate them with a passion even though I understand the significance of cannons and their meaning in wartime. Sometimes I feel like such a baby, lol even though I am not a baby. Just not used to certain noises. Oh yeah, forgot, I enjoy fireworks now more so than when I was a child myself. I have combatted a lot of my fears in most cases. Still afraid of balloons, too, though. Dang!
Well, anyway, Bing is right here on the desk laying and being a cute cat as he lays here. I am going to sign off here in a second by saying good night and God bless to all my friends here at Dear Diary. Television is soon to be shut off and going to bed here to read for a bit or lay and watch the light show in my bedroom from my Glade light show thing I had gotten a long time ago. I love it and it also relaxes me as well. I think Bing wants to have some cuddling time. Good night my dear DD friends.