I am having some emotions that are causing some up and down time for me.  I had awakened crying this morning.  I do not know if I was dreaming about something and I can not remember my dream.  I just want to scream and cry more.  I think it is because it is that time of the month.  The oddest thing is... I was perfectly fine yesterday or I thought everything was perfectly fine yesterday.  I am beginning to wonder if that is even true now.  I am going to hang in there no matter what, though.