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My Friday - I know I got it Backwards, lol
Fri Oct 03 2008

I believe I should have had this entry first before the first one. Oh well, lol. I am not perfect and I will profess that to be so true -- being imperfect I mean. Well, anyway...here is what my Friday consisted of today.

Got up at 9:30 a.m. this morning when a friend of mine was returning my phone call from last night.

Got dressed and washed my hair

Went down to the office to pay my rent for the month of October

My friend JT and I got together and went to the library for a while, came home where I spent the rest of the afternoon home with my Bing Crosby cat catnapping on the twin bed in the living room.

Watched a little bit of recorded programming and had a snack

Went out to supper with another friend CB just down the street and then was dropped off for the rest of the evening.

That list is what consisted of my Friday. A pretty ordinary day with just my life as it can be from time to time. I got some fresh air today just as well and now feel tired and want to go to bed early tonight once again. I am looking forward to my weekend here at home with Bing Crosby and tomorrow watching my favorite munchkin bear, Bear, JT's 2 year old pup at 4 p. - 9 p. so I keep myself pretty busy...very busy.

I feel I have been hounded by phone text messagesI feel I have been hounded by phone messages by one particular person in regards to myspace page and believe it or not it is getting irritating...very much so. She also asks me if I am mad at her and I just want to be left alone right now so I do not get in the middle of the drama that has been going on lately here where I live. She has a boyfriend now to occupy her time and full attention to which does not bother me at all even though I may have some red flags going up in the air big time about this relationship she is in but this is her life...not mine and I accept that very much so. I just want to be left alone entirely and yes, I am deleting myspace account for personal reasons. My Christian life is being convicted more so than ever before and it is driving me to walk away from things that I once was a part of. So this girl better stop hounding me sooner or later. I will not answer to her text messages because I have this feeling about things right now. My trust issues have been misplaced once again with certain people...ALL OVER AGAIN! I need my space SERIOUSLY!

Good night It is late in my book and I want to get some sleep now. I am going to be saying good night now and come back later tomorrow. No plans this weekend except taking care of Bear tomorrow afternoon and evening.

2 Comments
  • From:
    Laziac19 (Legacy)
    On:
    Sat Oct 04 2008
    I am naturally a very untrusting person myself. I have had to put up with a lot of negative people, and been in the midst of a lot of rumors, and have shut myself down to people, because they gave me a lot of reason to do so! There was a point in time where I didn't trust anyone. I had a very select few friends in my life and was very wounded by all the downers and negative people.. It can be very damaging! But now its a few years later and I've got a lot of great people in my life and I don't know what I would do without them. I live a much fuller life with more love. It took a really, really long time for me to get to this point, but my (unsolicited, sorry), advice to you is to try to give everyone a chance and don't be afraid of getting hurt and you can find a lot of joy and trust in people again! And don't let those jerks get you down.
  • From:
    Britani18 (Legacy)
    On:
    Sun Oct 05 2008
    I hope you have a great weekend. And just remember, with all of the negativity around you, God will make you stronger. Phippians chapter 4-We can get through all things in Christ who strengthens us.

    Krista