Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Garden Court Journal

Ok, I am a little not too happy right this minute. I had gone to a friend's place last night to help celebrate my friend's newfound marrige with other friends. I had pulled a muscle in my lower back between the middle and the left side and have been having troubles walking, getting out of bed, and bending down to get things off the floor because the pain has been unbearable. In the meantime a friend of mine who lives in the buidling with me, who happens to live next door, had gotten upset with me because I did not tell her if I was going anywhere. As if I am her keeper or something of that sort! I am no one's keeper but my own! I wish people would stop minding my business and start minding their own business but knowing that in places like this there are a lot of nosy neighbors no matter where we turn. I am upset because my neighbor made it sound like my friend who helps me take care of Emilee when I am gone was mad at me too when I had learned quite the opposite. My neighbor ended up putting words in my friend's mouth and that does not make me very happy at all.

Get this. I had ordered a pizza (Calzone) from the nearby Prime Time Pizza Plae yesterday afternoon and when the girl was leaving from delivering my pizza a nosy neighbor had asked the girl what was she there for and the girl told the nosy neighbor and everything became very quiet after that. Peoople are so nosy around here for some reason. Doesn't anyone have anything better to do anymore? Nope, not according to my book. I can not even sit inside my own apartment minding my own business regarding school work and working on my computer or read a book knowing that people outside my door know what I am doing in here. It makes me sick to my stomach and angry. I do not have a life outside this place either.

Get this. Another vent of course. KW called me last night, finding me at my friend's reception/gathering at her and her newfound husband enjoying myself when she/KW told me that my neighbor had called her place looking for me. The fact that my neighbor calling KW's place looking for me did not settle very well. I am not anyone's keeper here. I do not have to answer to anyone's questions or tell anyone where I am going whether or not I am feeling good or not so good. I have to have a life too. Yes, I do have a pulled muscle in my lower back and yes it is not comfortable, but I needed and wanted to get out of this place for a while to enjoy my friend's wedding reception/gathering. I do havea life outside my apartment too but the way the neighbor goes at it and at it over and over again, I should not have a life beyond her. KW told me a bit ago that my neighbor seems controlling and that does not settle too well with either one of us. Where is my life? I am no one's keeper or am I? I'd rather stay locked up in my apartment doing my schoolwork and my personal business and not bother with anyone any longer and go as I plaase. Even my friend who takes care of Emilee while I am gone overnight or on vacation to see family said I do not have to answer to anyone but myself. My friend was not even mad at me but my neighbor seemed to put words in LLD's mouth for her last night which made me very upset and scared of the fact that LLD might be mad at me after all, but found out earlier today she is not mad at me at all. I have quite the nosy neighbors around here and it seems to roll on to me that they are being nosy about. No life here! I won't/can't move away from here right now either because of the money.
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Boy! Did I ever vent my thoughts out todaay, didn't I? LOL